yayThinking about her all day, like always, and I'm sitting outside on my little seat which I sit at every day, just kinda thinking about things. (I wonder what.) Then I feel arms fly around me and hug me, even if it did jolt me out of my dreamy-dream-stuff. She -hugged- me. It was so wonderful, I was dreaming about that earlier too. No one has ever snuck up on me and hugged me before. Heck, no one's really hugged me to begin with. I feel so happy, and special, and woozy and squee! Good lord, I'm such a dork.
Alright, this is a well needed picture. I apologize for posting it again, but it is required.
I'm such a silly boy too. Before I had to go onto my bus I gave her another hug. I hope I'm not too boney.. Darn it, I wish that hug would've lasted forever. I didn't want to let her go. But now I'm in happy-land and all squeeish and yay. I knew I came to school today for a reason.
Only thing that's going to suck is that, well, I -do- hate school, but five days without it means five days of not seeing her.. Doh. It's an upsetting thought, I hope we can maybe go do something during this little vacation. It's going to suck so much not being able to see her tomorrow and give her a bunch of hugs. Or even be hugged by her.. Heeee..
/bonkself
I'm in a fairly great and wonderful mood right now. Even that's probably bound to change once I start feeling like crap and all alone in my house all day for five days in the middle of the woods.. Without being able to see her.. Blarg. Gotta not think about that. I probably would write more about my day and such, but nothing else really matters. I got hugged by her! My mind is else where, and she won't be leaving my thoughts anytime soon. Sweet jesus I love this girl, even if she doesn't share my affections. She's so wonderful just the same.
I'm a happy panda.
Squee!
