I don't really know what I'm supposed to think.

Maybe I've been living in a dream world. I would've thought things in my life were turning around.

But now I don't really know.

I don't know what paths in life I should take. Or if there are even any open to me.

How am I supposed to think?

                   How am I supposed to dream?
                  
                                      How am I supposed to feel?

I don't really know.

I'm so pathetic.