Been doing some research lately, trying to come up with my own spectrum and scale.. Trying to see people's colors. Their layers, their everything. Maybe I'm just losing my marbles.
Put my story on hold for now. Haven't had a chance to write more in my story because of work piling up. Plus it was/is a great way to get my feelings out of my noggin, but er.. I'm feeling kinda.. happy? Really? Really happy? I'm not really sure, can't put my finger on it. Its kinda nice. It's like raining on a sunny day with no grey clouds. The sunlight shining through the water droplets..
When you leave my colors fade to gray
I need a love to stay or All my colors fade away
Every word of love I used to say
Now I paint it everyday
I sold my strings, my songs, and dreams
And I bought some paints to match the colors of my love
Well, I met someone new. Yay new friends! That doesn't happen to often. No one likes to talk to teh scary kid who sits by himself writing all the time. Le sigh. And all my past relationships have imploded because I'm a moron. Lovely feeling. I have to admit.
Supposed to be working on my Candide project for French which is overdue.. Father is going to flip out when he realizes I'm not working on it and playing my game. Commence the flaying! Meh.
The counselor at school is going to hook me and my family up with counselling sessions. Goodie. And a psych exam to diagnose me. You'd think they would've done that three years ago? Apparently not. Meh. Whatever works.
This girl I met is really spiffy. She seems nice. I'm a dork. I'm going to end up coming off as a weenie like I always do. Squee. But I'm feeling pretty happy.. maybe this will continue? I hope so. Then again, I have the emotional range of a toothpick... I mean..
I have a Blackwing Lair raid now. Time to not win any leeewts. Yay me. I'm the main puller, hopefully I won't kill anyone. I feel odd typing like this. Time to call this entry to a close for now. Maybe I'll update it later. Yeah, later sounds good. Later later later..
When you leave my colors fade to gray...
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Now for some WoW animed avatars. Made by moi.
That's all for now. Next entry will probably some out-sidey pictures that I take. Yay.
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