O Happiness. How I love thee~

Yay for good moods.

It'll fade soon, you know it.

Quiet you. I'm having a wonderful evening, plenty of new music on my playlist for me to look like a fool dancing to while sitting down in my chair. Thankfully, no one can see me.

You're such a weenie.

Darn tootin'. So today was fairly interesting. Wake up at 9:00 (Bleh) Eat food, wander around on WoW and think about what I want to do concerning it. Idea pops into head. Nik, you miss Final Fantasy XI. It's been two years since you've played that game, there's bound to be new and exciting things! Plus hey, Cerulean misses you. (My Wyvern that I haven't seen in two years since I stopped FFXI <3 ) So I decided to spend all day installing FFXI, downloading patches, installing patches, renewing my account, ect. And in the process, my CD burner drive implodes and ceases to live.

Poo.



Dragoons are so very cool. I've missed that game so much, I just hope it doesn't end up becoming a big let down like I fear it will be >.<

But that doesn't matter, because I'm going to Cait's tomorrow. That's right, I said it.

Wow. Go you. Do you want a cookie?

Yes. Yes I do. Actually, to be honest, words cannot express my joy in this point of time. The plan is once Erek (My awesome brother) gets home at around 3:00-4:00, he'll drive me over to Cait's, leave me there, then we listen to music and she teaches me how to skateboard. Squee! It's like a dream come true. No one -ever- invites me anywhere, and just, yay. The only difficult part about all this will be me restraining myself not to tackle her the moment I see her. Good lord, I'm so happy. Call me Mr. Happy-Pants and hand me a cookie you stupid know-it-all conscience. You can take your negative thoughts and shove them up your ass.

Hey, that's no fair. I offer -some- good advice!

I think you just need a hug.

...No I don't. Shut up!

There there..

[Nik pats his conscience.]

Definately going to be up late tonight. Isn't that whacky how it works? Crappy morning, lovely night. Wonderful day, crappy evening. It clearly makes the world go 'round as we toss our lives out the window. On top of all this, she also helped me tons by adding new songs to my playlist, and downloading more and more.. Eeee.. <3 Music so much.

Something seems to be wrong with my computer as well, but I'm not quite sure what it may be. Lack of ram, or Ram not functioning, or Processor not working? Or Video card overheating? Maybe I should shut [Melanie] down tonight just to be safe.. if she exploded while I slept that would really, really make me a sad panda.

Furthermore, I need to adjust my head equipment. Currently my goggles are digging into my head and making the front of my hair stand up and I look quite ridiculous. I should really take a picture of this and post it somewhere (Here, ideally) It'd give people a good laugh. But on top of this, Cait is feeling better from last night, which also contributes greatly and mainly to Nik being a happy-panda. I would go ahead and post my happy panda picture, but I need to stem the flow of pictures. Three pictures in one post..?! No one can live at that speed!

And then, I'm pretty pumped about learning how to stay on a skateboard and not kill myself in the process. Erek will probably be happy that I'm finally off my ass, out of the house and actually doing something. And I'm spending time with Cait, squee, that's all that really matters. Still need to actually work on studying that drivers manual as well.. Sooner I get my license, the better. I'll be sure to ask Erek some driving tips once he gets home as well. I'm really looking forward to seeing him. I haven't seen him since his spring break which, granted, wasn't too long ago, but I still like spending time with my brother. Josh on the other hand.. He'll be coming home too, but meh. Josh is Josh, that's all there is to it, pretty much. I have to admit that he does do his own thing despite what anyone else says, but it would be nice if he wasn't a weenie at times. Dang, and if Erek brings home more CDs for me, that'd be really freaking awesome. Even though my CD case is filled to the brim, I can probably toss some to make room for the new goodies.

I might give FFXI a whirl, since the install took [all day], after all. And the new expansion is coming out on the 18th.. It'd be really nice to play something that I don't have to be tied down to. On one hand it'd be playing my Orc Warlock, Morgall in my free time for some 'alone' time I guess. Then on the other would be FFXI, depending on what I want to do, I'm not entirely sure yet. I still have my Dragoon.. ahh how I love dragoon.. but if I went with a BST job, I could solo and do my own thing. I'll have to contemplate this. The things I have on my mind would be: Dragoon, Summoner, Beastmaster, Monk, Paladin, Ninja/Warrior, or something along those lines. I'm tempted to play a caster, since I've never really done that, in any game. Or maybe even level White mage up so I can sub it with Dragoon and have a healing wyvern! That would spiffy. I'll have to test some thingies out once I get in game. Either 1) I'll fall inlove with it and be off to a great start or 2) I'll be extremely disappointed, want to go play WoW imediately, and go cry for wasting 7 hours of my life installing FFXI again. Hopefully it won't be Number 2. I'll have to see though, who knows?

You and your computer games. Don't you ever learn? You'll just get sucked into them, forget and lose yourself and live as a sad little panda in your own prison that you created. You make me sick.

Oh hush. I want something to do in my spare time when I'm not doing the things that I want to set into motion. Something I can just do when I want to relax and just hop on to play a game. I'm just not sure which that is.

_{Well, I'm glad you're doing things away from the game!}

Yay. Why are you out of your box? Get back in there. I don't want you poisoning my mind.

_{...doh. No one loves me!}

[Nik bonks the small little voice on the noggin.]

Suck it up.

But really, I am quite happy. Very happy. I'll finally get to spend time with Cait, my vacation isn't going to totally suck balls and I'll be out of the house, and Erek is coming home. And there was much rejoicing!

/yay

O Happiness. How I love thee~